glassesofpaper

glassesofpaper @ 2007-07-02T20:33:00

2007-07-02T12:34:02Z

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glassesofpaper @ 2007-07-01T18:03:00

2007-07-01T10:07:29Z

So darken your clothes, I'll strike a violent pose.

I'm at Nad's house now:D
She's watching starwars & I'm on th com,
I still haven't done my homework
& whoo tmrw's Youth Day:)
This post sounds stiff & emotionless.
Well bye:)

Teenagers.

2007-06-28T14:09:19Z

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take.

I'm sleepy, tired, & it's only 10. & I'm brain dead.
How.Is.This.Possible.I.Don't.Sleep.At.Ten.P.M.
The only reason I'm keeping myself awake is cause I want t watch Incredible tales:D Okay, enough of th nonsense.
There's math homework t be done, I'm sleepy, & I~~'m gna~~ must play rollercoaster tycoon 3 in 30 mins.

chronicles of life & death

2007-06-21T19:57:30Z

Nothing lasts forever.

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Greattt now this song's stuck in my head(-.-), nice song tho:D
Orals today was okay, Pbl was 0.o
I seriously think I'm gna die soon, I've been seeing 4:44 for at least 2 days alrdy-.- Whoo, fated t die during th june hols:D right before school starts.
Alright it's late, I better get some sleep.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-06-19T22:54:00

2007-06-19T15:04:51Z

Here we are again, circles never end.

Tuition tmrw, splitting headache now. I'm not in th mood to talk to anyone.

Ugh, splitting headache, go awayyyyyyyy.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-06-17T22:04:00

2007-06-17T14:28:09Z

Oh it must be true
And they'll believe us soon.

I'm tired, my legs are killing me, & I'm gna meet cass tmrw!:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Like, finally after 4732978418 years-.- Amazingly, I came back yesterday & immediately fell asleep. & then I woke up at 3 & slept at 7 again-.-

I'm hooked onto P.D.A, darn that's bad. Buttttttt, it's addictive. & I'm addicted to curse of curves. Whoooooo okay I'm high now.

Alright, I gotta wake up early tmrw. Orals on thurs, not good.
:O

You're such a Liar.

Imagine a world without...

2007-06-08T15:06:41Z

I'll love you all more than words can ever say(:

glassesofpaper @ 2007-06-05T14:52:00

2007-06-05T06:59:40Z

Do you know how it feels like, loving somone that's in a rush t push you away

I am bored.
I am bored.
I am bored.
I am bored.
I want t go to New York.
I am bored.
I am bored.
Why is it that everytime I on the teevee, it's spongebob-.- (at least it keeps me entertained.)
I am bored.
I am bored.
I am bored.
It's spring cleaning day today.
I am bored.
I am bored.
I wish I was in school now, even t the extent of me going for choir.
I am bored.
I'm SO bored, I think tuition'd be better now.
I am bored.
I am bored.
I cannot change this darn Lj skin, & it's getting on my nerves:/
I am bored.
I'm gna eat KFC w #1 tuition partner at 330 :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I am bored.
Bye.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-06-04T20:10:00

2007-06-04T12:17:22Z

The voice inside my head

Let's see. Today was fun/bored/entertaining/interesting.

I had many many many interesting dreams today. But uhh, I can't seem t remember them. Oh yeah, one about choir, one about camp, one about class-.- So in total I slept 3 times today. I woke at 12 & slept at 4, woke up at 5 & slept till 7. I neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to do someth more active. to summarize everything:
I'M EXTREMELY BORED, I NEEEEEED T DO SOMETH MORE ALIVE, & I NEEEED T STOP SLEEPING.

I'm still tired, I'm extremely bored, & I wish t go t another country for a vacation now.

Where's school when you need it):

glassesofpaper @ 2007-05-30T21:43:00

2007-05-30T13:49:05Z

Let's give it one more try
For th sake of our lives.

Chalet was kinda okay. Except Cass & I slept at 4am-.- honestly, i didnt think i'd fall asleep, until i hit th bed. HAHAHA. Went home, slept for 5 hours. HAHAHAHA mega pig:D Choir anni tmrw, another fun-filled day. With stelly welly & maybe joyce!(:

HONESTLY, I'M GNA DROP DEAD FROM ALL TH ACTIVITIES.
& I still have yet t get enough sleep.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-05-26T00:07:00

2007-05-25T16:14:12Z

I'm looking up for my star girl
I guess I'm stuck in this mad world
With things that I wanna say
But you're a million miles away

Today went well:D
I'm a happy kid today.
Went for th concert at night, enjoyed it tremendously:D

Got back our report books today. surprisingly, I got 10th in class(Btw, that's not something happy t be about, considering our class's standard, HAHA.) Finally, th June hols have arrived:DD But th first week'll be cramped with lessons,lessons,& more lessons. Pfffffffft, talk about june holidays. They only take up the only month where you get to relax & enjoy life:/

Well, nighttttt:)

Dance on the Milky Way.

2007-05-22T11:26:35Z

Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on.

Everyth's over, holidays are about to start. Goodness how fast time flies. It only feels like yesterday, when I entered Sec 3. & if I don't do any better for Ca2, I don't know how I'm gna do my N, then O levels. Pfffffffft, I don't wanna think about it. Not now, not ever. Well from the looks of Sa1, I don't know how i'm gna manage sec 4. Goodness that sounds so old-.- I'm turning into one grandma soon:O & goodness I just counted my L1R5 score. Bye, to th future me.

I can't sleep well these few days. Things have been bugging me I guess. Now how am i gna get sleep tonight:/ It's been going on for 5 days. I'm tired now, I can't bring myself to sleep.

& another Lj cut. I havent been cutting for a long time.
Why, when I know something will never last, will keep holding on?
Forever, will never last.
Sharmaine you gotta face this fact.

Ohwell, Chalet's coming soon:D Can't wait, can't wait.
At least there's something to look forward to now.

Everything I feel for you I wrote down on one piece of paper;

2007-05-18T14:30:26Z

Where Would We Be Now
Good Charlotte
I smile , you laugh, I look away
I sigh, you ask me why, I say,
Its ok and I am just feeling down
Your hand on mine I hear the words...
If only love had found us first, our lives would be different

So I stand and wait
I am just a man

Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first?
Where would we be now baby,

And now I must confess
That I am a sinking ship
I'm anchored by the weight of my heart cause its filled with these feelings
I keep my true thought locked beside my hearts black box
It wont be found, it wont be found, through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn
I got a lot of things to learn

Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first?
What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want.

Where would we be now baby

I'll wait
I'll wait

Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want.

Where would we be now baby
I'll wait
I'll wait.

I think this song's rlly nice:)
Okay, I screwed up english. Badly.
The window's open, yknow.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-05-17T21:18:00

2007-05-17T13:42:47Z

Spin me round,
here in your arms.

You own the key to my heart;

You guys make me smile so much:)

Hide your face so the world will never find you.

2007-05-15T16:07:15Z

That's All I Ask, Of You.
RAOUL
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
my words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

CHRISTINE
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you

RAOUL
Let me be your shelter
let me be your light
You're safe, No one will find you
your fears are far behind you

CHRISTINE
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night
and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me

RAOUL
Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime
let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you
anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you

CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime
say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me,
each night, each morning
Say you love me

RAOUL
You know I do...

BOTH
Love me - that's all I ask of you
Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me - that's all I ask of you.

:D Ohmy, these songs are addictive.
Phanthom was certainly worth watching a day before chemistry exam
Ain't it so?

The best things come in small packages;

2007-05-14T07:24:31Z

Pffffffffffft.
These hiccups don't seem to wear off-.-
IT'S BEEN ON FOR 1/2 HOUR ALREADY!
I need someone to scare me.

Alright, the exam's are almost over:D
Just 2 more days, & it'll be over.
I finally managed to change my blogskin, too:)
I'm gna use livejournal for a while, & abandon blogger.
HAHA.

Anw, I think this is darnnnnn funnaye!:

The more [X]'s the dumber your are.

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth
when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth
when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen
door.
[x] You have jumped out/off of a moving
vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny
and laughed, then
people gave you weird looks.
So far: 5

[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to
lick
your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet
and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have
the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them
So far: 1

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace
and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still
don't get it.
[x] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
So far: 3

[ ] You have accidentally caught
something on fire
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw,
but it went into your nose/eyes.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh
So far: 2

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget
what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their
heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your
"inside voice".
[x] you use your fingers to do simple
math.
So far: 3

[ ] You have eaten a bug
[x] You are taking this test when you
should be doing something more
important
[x] You have put your clothes on
backwards or inside out, and
didn't realize it
[x] You've looked all over for
something and realized it was in your
hand
So far: 3

[x] You repost bulletins because you
are
scared that what they say will happen
to
you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.

So far: 2

[ ] Your friends know not to use big
words around you
[ ] You tilt your head when you're
confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair
before
So far: 1

[ ]When you're laying in bed, you try
to
find pictures in the texture of the
ceiling/wall
[x] The word "umm" is used many times
a day.
So far: 1

Now count them up.
How stupid are you?:O

HAHAHA. I'm 21, so I'm uberrr stupid.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-05-14T00:45:00

2007-05-13T16:54:50Z

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.

I deserve to get a slap across my face.

FOR GOODNESS SAKE SHARMAINE, IT'S 12.48AM AND HERE YOU AM, SLACKING ON YOUR COMPUTER.
I'm not gna do well for Math & f&n tmrw.
& what did I do today?
Well, apart from the tuition, I slacked,slacked & uhm, slacked.

Oh sharmaine, you're dead.
Oh, like I don't know.

But anyhow, I'm in a happy happy mood today:D

Back to f&n, fellas:)

Toodaaaluuuuuuuuu:D

glassesofpaper @ 2007-05-05T22:48:00

2007-05-05T14:53:21Z

It's weird, how life works it's wonders.

School's been okay. Been having a flu since tuesday. Nothing's exactly going well, & noone seems to understand me anymore. Anw, Haven't been updating much.
This ain't how it used to be.
Anw, went for tuition with Kim & Clarissa today. Full of Chem, chem & more chem-.- I nearly died doing the paper, rlly. I think I'm gna fail Chem, again. Clarissa came over, and watched movies while I slept my life away.

I'm slacking, and that's not good.

I'm tired.
Night.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-04-26T21:38:00

2007-04-26T13:47:49Z

The only things that stay the same,
Are the things that will never change.

Okayy, Lj's been dead for quitea while:D

Anw, Sa's round the corner & mugging needs to take place:/ T be honest, I haven't been doing much studying, which is pretty bad. & 4 hours of tuition today nearly burned my brain:O

& thanks, Clarissa, for helping me in, practially everything:D
I'll bring Freddo real sooonn!
If you're ever down, I promise you, I'll always be there for you:D
Always, always!
& don't you ever dare, transfer schools. If you do, I'll box you!
I'm serious. I'll box you.
Love youuu(:

Well, I'm gna go mug/watch american idol/sleep.
Byeeeeee:D

& look at the mood for today.
Tired = stone.
HAHA, okay I'm not making sense.

Note t self:
NEVER, pick up another private number's phone call-.-

Goodness.
(&^#*&@^#*!%@#^!&#^!@.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-04-21T22:51:00

2007-04-21T15:11:41Z

Okayyyyyyy, I'm gna update today, after Heaven knows how many trillion years:D

Tuitioned with Kim tday! We kept talking nonsense, & laughing(: Met Clarissa after school, I did 95% of playing/sleeping & 5% of mugging:D & pillow fights! With spongebob, and many many other things! HAHA. & you just had t make me go up the bed hur, & you can't even go up! Thanks a lot uh. But today was fun luh:D

Anw, I'm gna mug now.
Byeeeeeeee.

glassesofpaper @ 2007-04-07T00:32:00

2007-04-06T16:35:56Z

& I lay my head back down

Indian dance got a gold with honours-.- How terrific.
I expect choir will get a... C.O.P?
Oh dear>:/
Out of tune, off beat. Waddya expect?
Only Hope's still stuck in my head:D
Like a broken recorder
But, it's the nicest song i've ever heard
At least for now:D

Okay, I'm bored, & tired.
& I need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

But I don't wanna sleep.

AWTR:D

glassesofpaper @ 2007-04-02T20:19:00

2007-04-02T12:25:43Z

ABCDEFGHIJKLMOPQRSTUVXYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

I typed my entire post out, & livejournal happily hung on me-.-
ABCDEFGHIKLMNOPQRSTUVVVVVVV!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, RETYPE:D
Today was kinda okay, I guess.
Kept sleeping in Chan's class though:O
Hopefully this thursday & friday'll be happy happy days:D

HDSKLHDALSKHDAKLHD. I forgot what i wrote in that post that got hung-.-

OH, nafa's tmrw! & I doubt i'll get a gold this year:/
I haven't been exercisingggggggg.
& I don't think I'll get a gold for 2.4km this year.
Dieeeeeeee. How aye-.-
Syf,syf. Piak goes our gold medal:/
24th April. We can all do it:D I think...
I still don't think the choir's prepared://
Okay, I'm being paranoid.
Someone slap me-.-
*slap, slap, slap.

I just realised, today's post has a lot of :D, :), :(, :/, :O and -.-
A very emotional day eh.
Like Mr Ng's touching story about the little froggie:D

Well, back to Bio:D

glassesofpaper @ 2007-03-31T20:35:00

2007-03-31T12:36:10Z

I feel like I'm being used.

Why?

I rlly rlly don't like this>:/

glassesofpaper @ 2007-03-25T00:26:00

2007-03-24T16:42:38Z

Tennis today was :DD
But I'm hurting everywhere now:/

My braces turned light green! Don't ask how, but when I looked in the mirror they were alrdy green. & I brushed my teeth 643278946893264 times, and it's still green-.- Blue, to green. So I think green's gna be my braces colour till, April.

I'll use Lj for the time being since D gave her link to Haizal, I'll stick to Lj till I can get the template I want for the new blog:D And I have yet to change this template in Lj-.-

And I wouldn't mind getting treated to mash potatoes everyday, clarissa, if I have to tell her to stop bothering! HAHA. No, I won't be mean. She didn't pester me much today anw:D But she did make my choke and nearly die on my sweet you know! HAHAHA!

glassesofpaper @ 2007-03-23T23:04:00

2007-03-23T15:13:35Z

PTC was the most horrifying half an hour of my LIFE:/
But, mrs haizal was niceeeeeeeeeee:D & she's one darn funny person luh. especially when two adults communicate, and they laugh for the most 'scientific' jokes. HAHAHAHA. Chu was walking all over the hall, talking to ms koh. So mom ended up talking to Haizal, and turns out, she's not all that bad. & I'm glad, she's our form:D

What you think about this?
I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow
What you think about this?
I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so
Don't tell me how its gonna be
On my own
And the thing of it is
There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss
Cause you're holding me down
I just wanna fly
There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

[Chorus]
And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me